people dont laugh

im not funny. its as simple as that. i try and i try. but the only way i usually make people laugh is by doing something stupid, or make fun of someone else, or just hurt myself physically or emotionally or whatever. i hate it. why cant i be as funny as my friends? all of them are funny and i laugh, even when its not funny so they wont feel bad..... im not funny. and its just one of those things that you hate about yourself i guess. and theres alot that i hate about myself.