whoa

after almost 3 years of experience and growing up, looking back on this blog.... im glad i was able to have this kind of outlet. did i really feel this how my posts described? i dont remember, and i dont want to. i went through the experiences and i learned, but i do not have to remember every feeling and every heartbreak all over again. my heart has the scars and just the reminder of what was and that is all. i am the reformed self of my former being.