just... be there.

please, the time is coming where i cant figure it out andy more. where my trials are becoming to strenuous... you're standing there. watching, going through your own tragedies... but i need you. i cant say it allowed, i dont want you to feel obligated to help me. please just reach out your hand and just be there. let me lean on you and i promise i will be there for you. just be there for me. i love you too much to ask a favor so simple and frivolous as this, but please for me... just be there.i cant stand the sight of you leaving my side. you leave and the weight of the sky comes crushing down on me. only you are strong enough to lift it. but you've already gone through too much. and now im come in and am so weak... i need you. only you can help me and stay with me for the rest of my life. only you can create that bond and covenant between us that seals and locks us together. and when that comes, i wont need you there. because i will always have you. and just that thought of you being there, will give me the strength to love and to march forward and lift the sky to where God can reach it.