pain. a word so greatly feared by so many. its funny, everyone hates pain and loathes it. but pain is inevitable. face it, there is no way around pain in your life. and pain is somthing that everyone has in common, thats what makes us human. my pain, haha, my pain is to me, the worst. my pain isnt physical, its in my head and my heart. i dont mean love. i mean the things that are most dear to me, hurt me. things that were once close stab ne continually. well they do good things, you know even a knife is used for something rather than cutting.....(?) well all im trying to say is that, i feel like harry potter in the 5th movie, where he is on the idea that if you get too close, then you have more to lose.
my pain is inside, and im starting to believe all those people who say im a good actor, because no one knows how much i hurt inside when i just see a bump or a eye locking moment and suddenly im out of the loop( which believe me, happens alot!). or maybe people see that im in pain and say " what a sad soul......" and leave me to wallow. my pain is from, ready for it?, my friends. yeah the people who are supposed to help me get through life are the ones killing me inside. but pain is something we all go through, now the question is why?
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
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