think about death. its going to happen, scares the crap out of most the world, and happens like every 2 seconds. we hear that kind of stuff and say " tragic...." but all of a sudden someone close dies. oh no, not me! well imagine it. imagine life without a tyler vanderstel. i know i have. im not saying that i've gone suicidal. im just saying, what would life be like for everyone in contact with me, if i just disappeared? to me, i can see no downside for anyone, except my parents, but they could get over it. i've always wondered, how far would people go to find me if i just hid away for awhile, or if i got into a tragic accident. i guess in that way, i want pain. its always seemed like a good stress reliever. but im not going to do it. no suicide or alot of self inflicted pain. is it bad if i want to though?
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