how could i?

how could i be so temporal? okay so i understand that something should be handled with care. of course not how i rushed in, made an assumption, and got offended. well don't you think there were wrongs done on both sides? i mean how was i supposed to know that it was so sensitive? i guess i should've have known because i know you so well. but what you did hurt, whether you meant to or not... i just stood there and felt my heart and my face start to burn with either a rush of blood or just a feeling of "what?! I'm sorry! i never mean to hurt anyone! and yet i somehow always do!". and then there was me, i was irrational and just so (in my opinion) carnal. So much for being Christ-like. how could i forget something so important like that? in some ways i deserved what you did. how could i? i do sincerely apologize. i looked at you and kept the same cheek there to be hit and hit again. forgive me. honestly, i can't believe that i would do something that rude and disrespectful. it was pitiful what i did. forgive me, please. forgive me...